The Order of Light Completion!

Here

You can find the final update to the Order of light, with the completed Demonpath, Full game, barring potential bugfixes. Enjoy!

But not yet done, Aggra did a little sidegame, see Here
For the Tales of Ameria sidegame, in which you will be investigating the house of father christmas, after he sought the help of the shrine of tranquility. His elven helpers have been changed as of late, turning them into silly pranksters.
Other elves that fell for the traps too have seen to be changed by those naughty girls.

Miyako is to search out the traps and see to it that no other elves will run into them.
The question though, won't Miyako fall for the traps?
Or will she become just as an evil little elf as the others?

FINALLY, an update to The Last Demonhunter, mainly bugfixes, but also a CG update and ending polishing for the patreon voted upon Futa-Fallen Demonhunter scene, see below for lewds, Game can be found Here

Everyone a Merry Christmas and a lewd but happy 2018 in advance!

The Order of Light - Demon Path II update

 Hello guys, a new release for The Order!
With this content release, Niltaru and Hilde will be invading the portal of shadows to deal with the nuns that are a constant threat to the demons and their plans. With the help of their new succubi powers .
After conquering the nuns Niltaru and Hilde will proceed to their next targer, the capital of the country to take on the order and Sintra herself, though that will be part of the next, and probably final release for the order of light.

Next up: Arrgh Christmas season, Y u so busy? Nothing next week, propably tinkering on some larger Christmas release thing, hold tight!

Finally, a note on Patreon support: Patreon had the glorious idea to change how they wanted to do business, which they have done far too whimsically, exspecially for erotica creators. They have since rolled these things back, so .. hey, if you wanna give a lil christmas present for the lewdities you are playing, I guess here is your chance again. 
That said, I'm looking forward to seeing a more adult-friendly competition develope in due time.

The Last Demonhunter 0.72

New update for The Last Demonhunter, featuring the resting scene no.5, some social interactions with all your companions, including 'social' interactions with Aylas sister in a dream.  
Also, the usual dirty business of squishing a bunch of reported bugs.


Next up/on the Patreon: An update to The Order of Light, with a continuation of the Demon path. 
Next in TLDH: Going to work on the Fairy-forest Lewdities plus transformation.

The Order of Light: Alternate ending paths and Tales of Ameria art update

Whats up everyone, bigger update after a little while of silence, I most definitly did -not- forget to make a public update after bugfixing issues oh no.
This update will feature:
The Order of Light, Sintra admirer path completed with new endings;
The Order of Light, beginnings of the demon path; serve your new queen in conquering the world.
Niltaru and Hilde are sent to deal with Tear to put an end to her wayward ways and bring her back to the path of proper demonic servitude.

Tales of Ameria: A graphic update, featuring a Hentai-CG for the third Gameover path, Lesbian Mistress Xenthia, sample below!

Next week/Patreon update: Deva stopped lazing about and finished TLDH 0.72, with socializing resting place lewdities.

Tales of Ameria CG updates

Just a tiny update adding moar hentai artstuff to Tales of Ameria, this time the Ruffian Henatiscenes, as voted on by you.

Next week there'll be an update to the Order of Light, completing the Sintra alternative victory path. Yey!

The Last Demonhunter 0.71 (and hentai art updates)

'sup, here for ya with an update to The Last Demonhunter, with a variety of things:
-Finished the desertland area with the final Desertraider area and a remastered bad ending for the raider-mistress as well as a few interactions after you free the slaves.
-Completed the blocked bridge quest and added a teleport to there, heads up: That's pretty much the end of current content, but it should help you if you get really stuck, though I personally recommend exploring/The wiki.
-Various bugfixes, some srs some cosmetical. 

Also! An update to Tales of Ameria with a CG art for the highest voted hentaiscene with the orb, see the download bar on the right.

Next up/on patreon: An added Hentai CG for the Ruffian scene in Tales of Ameria!

Feed ma patreon to reach the 800$ goal so I can comission even more lewds :P

The Order of Light Sintra path II

In the second and pre-last path of the Sintra-admirer route for the order you are sent out to deal with those pesky succubi by Sintra, who is unable to use her magic on them unless you dispatch her  minions. Theres one bad ending for each of the seven succubus elite guards you fail to overcome, enjoy!

Next week/Patreon update: The naughty pictur you voted on for Tales of Ameria and an update for The Last Demonhunter, completing the desert-area.

The Last Demonhunter 0.7

Including the Desert-Raiders remastered with a new Goblin gal centric gameover(alternate version for Ayla with a dick!). Also, the lewd-scene poll for Ameria is finished, the Orb-Scene won out, Aggra is currently talking up a favourite artist of his.

Truth be told, wanted this release to be bigger, to be earlier, but,.. stuff happened.
Mainly, I want to build a skip to the mainland in and that was more complicated than expected(considering all the branching paths).

Either way, next relese up will be The Order of light, Sintra path II, it's already on the patreon for those that can't wait (or want to support our smut!)

The Order of Light - Sintra Path beginnings and Ameria Poll

Aggra begun finishing the alternate paths for Order of Light, beginning with Sintras admirer path. You can now continue on the tower, where you'll be sent to the 'maid castle' of Bernstein, enslaving the evil royal guard into maids for her. There are two possible bad endings along the way, so look out! Top link on the right.

Also, we got a poll for new lewd art for Ameria where you can pick the favourite scenes(As determined by patrons) to add full on hentaiscene art for, check out  This link to vote!

Update! Poll is closed, the hypnotic orb scene won out, in talks with artist right now!

Beyond that, there is an update for The Last Demonhunter up on the Patreon/Coming next week.. almost done with the desert area writeups!

Tales of Ameria-Art poll

In addition to the Order of Light update going up on patreon, check that out if you wanna see more of it, before the public release in a week, Aggra and I are planning to get more game-art rolling out again;

Starting right up with a poll to determine what you guys would actually prefer to have art for, see this link!

 

Another lil' Ameria update

Tales of Ameria 1.0c has a few more tiny bugs squashed, a questlog and is now available for Mac and Linux operating systems, yey! You'll find it in the page selection above.

Progress thingie: Aggra is working on the alternate paths in Order of Light, I'm working on the Desert-Bandits in TLDH (Though this week colleague is on holiday, so moar busy than normal!)

The Last Demonhunter 0.69

New update!
-I Finally finishing the Desert town area, that means two new gameovers, against either the leader of the Fox-faction or the Pharaoh, if they manage to defeat you in battle. Siding with one or the other however and winning will lead to the towns population changing depending on your choice.
-Furthermore a plethora of small, but annoying bug-fixes, poke me if you see anything that I missed.

Up next: Whilest we are -almost- ready to start the pre-last area of the game, the main island, first I have to finish the Desert-raider and bandit areas, adding goblin-girl bandits to replace the originals generic dudes. I estimate this will take up the whole release of 0.7, with at least one remastered/alternate ending. No promise as to when though, whilest I work almost part-time thanks to the generous support of my patreon followers next week my colleague is on holidays, so I'll be a busy, optismistic estimate is in 2 weeks, pessismistic 3, for next TLDH update, as always, 1 week earlier on patreon. Hope you enjoy the Pharaonic molestations, 
Deva

Tales of Ameria 1.0 (Full Version!)

Edit: New version 1.0b ready with moar bugfixes and a lewd-scene gallery/hint area added, meanwhile over at the patron theres a preview update for TLDH 0.69.

Hello everyone,

Aggra here, creator of The Order of Light, bringing you some new lewd goodness: 

Synposis: This is the first ark of Tales of Ameria. In this ark you will take on the role of one of the three main characters that will appear in the final game, Julia.
Julia is a member of the "Agency of supernatural Phenomena". As part of the agency, Julia will take on the mission to investigate a hospital that seems to be influence by an evil source. Will Julia be able to help the people before they turn into Nurses and Patients? Or will she succumb to it's effect like every one else?

Adult themes: F/F, F/M,  corruption, mind control, female, male and shemale dominant, female submissive, masturbation and other delicious goodness.

Features: Changing World depending on your own level of brainwashing, fights with messages that show your corruption, a unique TP system that will enslave your character for a short amount of time!

Design progress and scope: Tales of Ameria is a game that I hope will be enjoyable for people that love corruption and mind control. I want to add more and more different themes into the game in future Arks. More nasty stuff like transformations, nasty tentacles and evil mind suckers!
If you like my game and want to support me going further, please visit my patreon on: https://www.patreon.com/Pervyfantasyproductions

Sample screenshots:

The Last Demonhunter 0.68

-Basically, just the conclusion of the pyramid area, with one new futalicious gameover if you lose against the Mummy-leader.

Next week, Aggra will be finished filling the city of Ameria with lewd side-npcs, and the week after I'm poking myself into finishing up the rest of the Desert town quest, to move into some Desert banditry and the completion of this area!

The Last Demonhunter 0.67

Back from kinda but not quite holidaying, with a double update, one from Aggra for Ameria, see the other post, one from me for TLDH.

Version 0.67 is a little in between release with extended endings and the beginning of the pyramid area, which will be completed in the next release, see below and enjoy!
-Added Pyramid with mummygirls and two gameover variants against them.
-Added The extended gameover scenes/art you voted on, for ending 15 and 24.

Tales of Ameria 0.1g

In this release you will finally Show those Ruffians in your home town who is the Boss and complete the main story.
To complete the main Story you have to find two pieces of information, one in the room of the chief of the Hospital and one durin the break if you do the ward quest, the info in the ward will take you to the library of the agency that is on the third floor which you can get to from the elevator.
With you confronting the villain of the plot the first arc of Tales of Ameria will be completed, though I will still add a few things to the game in the next week or so, especially some npcs to interact with in the City and to flesh out the thid floor of the hospital.
I also created a NPC before the fights that, if you talk to him, will give you the skills that you normally learn when you start a new game, though with old files you may not have the skills which makes the fights "a Little bit" harder.

In the next release/current Patreon release: Finishing up the first stoy of Tales of Ameria, as well as completing the Pyramid area over at The Last Demonhunter.

Tales of Ameria 0.1f

Tried to fix a picture shading related lag issue for some people.

I have also added two new bad ends into the game.
One can be started at the secret shop where the second most
right shelf now has an Item you can get when you visit
it for a second time. The ring you recieve then will
start it's event after using it(only in the dorm room).
It will take some time for each event to take effect. To
stop the whole process you can use it again.

The other event will be available at the agency where the
event with Klaus is now extended to result in a bad end.
Just talk to him after your shift ended a few times
and it will progress on his path.

Next up: Deva is hammering on an update to TLDH, focusing on some moar lewdities.

Dark Recruitment 0.31

Dark Recruitment features 9 added pictures and a continuation of the story at the tower of Lady Bathory where you will face and.. potentially, be overcome by her guardian. Enjoy! If unsure, I recommend playing from the beginning, as I added artworks all over the place, all done by Dark Oshigan.

Next up in Dark Recruitment: The Tower of Lady Bathory, I think I'll build in a little lewd trap before you get to face the leader of the forces that invaded your village for their Dark Recruitment on her home turf. Also, tossed some moar screenshotz like what you see above on the gamepage and update progress.

Next up on the blog: A new release for Tales of Ameria by Aggra, as I am a busy right now.

The Last Demonhunter 0.66

Added the rest of the Desert-town with the two conflicting factions, Kitsune and Pharaoh, as well as a prettied up Pyramid exterior. As is common courtesy in roleplays, both of the factions will want you to side with them and I plan to change the town, depending on what side you go with, though first comes completing the Pyramid interior and mummygirls, then you'll have to face the faction leader you didn't side with and then there is a bandit-sidequest to conclude the Desert-area and move onto the Mainland, the pre-last area, I estimate with TLDH 0.7First however, and planned for next week is an update to Dark Recruitment, with lots of lewd new art and a continuation of the story at Bathorys tower.

p.s. did some sneaky bugfix updatin. Yey!

Added the rest of the Desert-town with the two conflicting factions, Kitsune and Pharaoh, as well as a prettied up Pyramid exterior. As is common courtesy in roleplays, both of the factions will want you to side with them and I plan to change the town, depending on what side you go with, though first comes completing the Pyramid interior and mummygirl.

 First however, and planned for next week is an update to Dark Recruitment, with lots of lewd new art and a continuation of the story at Bathorys tower.

Tales of Ameria 0.1e

Edit: Link updated with sneaky bugfixings, see at the bottom.

In Version 0.0.1e, you will be able to do the last of the shifts at the hospital.
There you will be send to a patient and do his bidding. I have made four different
endings in this shift. The first one is just getting your brainwashing  to four and repeatedly visit the patient, acting normally.
Another one is if  you behave "positive" to him, happy to obey his commands or go even further!
The other ending will be triggered if you refuse him too often. Then a bad end will happen to you too!
The last ending has to do with the computer in his room. If you use it  and read certain files you will recieve a light brainwashing that will  open you up for another path. Just follow the orders you recieve to get  this bad end.
 
I also included a new little "shop" in the city. A few girls in the  western part of the city are talking about it. After hearing from them,  try to look at the most south eastern section of the downtown map for  the merchant of the shop that will invite you. You can then enter the  shop and "investigate" it for a little bit and recieve an item from the  shop keeper. With that item you can trigger another bad end if you use  it too often. I want to add more items to it, though I only had time for  one item right now. If you have good ideas feel free to let me know :P
 
There is yet another thing to do in the hospital on the third floor. You  can finally enter the room of the chief. There you can do two kind of  things. The first one is to talk to him personally that will finally  flow into another bad end.
The other thing is that Lina also visits him. So after witnessing her  session with him search her in the hospital and then come back the next  day. You can then later on either save her and recieve a reward(Key to  the office when the chief isn't there, though you can't use it in this  version yet), or let her be enslaved by the hospital and lose her  forever.

~Enjoy!~

Fixed a bug that you couldn't take the ward shift.
Fixed a bug that the ward shift didn't end.
Able to enter, exit the house of Julia/Mark.
Put the knife in it's respected place, at the tile
with the cabbage on top of it.
Ended the game after the "good" ending with Mark.
You couldn't recieve the medical supplies from the
ER during the shift. Now you can properly recieve them.
Sleeping at the bed now resets the bathed switch.
You can now trade all three items to Karin
for her bad end. (Two in ER room, one key is in the plant
another one can be found at the second floor changing room,
the other medicine is in the empty room of the first floor)
The blue haired family shouldn't appear too soon anymore
in the toilet. Also made it so the effect also doesn't appear anymore.
You can use the computer in the ER Room now after finding the
note with the password.
The reset for Lina now happens every time you sleep.
Making it possible to use her route easier.

TLDH Pyramid Remastering

 Heya, I wanted to make another showcase of the remastering process, and the best way of doing those is with big outdoor areas, so in the original game we had a few lewd mummygirls in an optional pyramid.. I do plan to massively expand on that one, a hint for coming hentai artwork is already on the Tumblr

But now without further ado into the remastering, this is how the pyramids originally looked:

No idea why I wasn't ashamed.

First, I expanded the area, throwing in some random deserty vegegation. To the left you can see the tileset by Schwarzewald I shall be using for the remastered pyramid.

 

Trying out the new tileset, I quickly realized that I had to delete the backround.. and that the pyramid in the basic tileset was too small, I wanted to increase the size.

This may look more basic, but its actually advanced, I deleted the stuff around, and 'grew the pyramid by repeatedly using similiar tiles.

 

After the Pyramid was done I simply added some cornerstones, Statues and some polishing. I'll add interactables (You click on things and Ayla comments) Before the upload on saturday. Overall, finally a proper pyramid for ma game!

Update with the Desert town mostly completed, some new story and queststuff and what you see above will be tomorrow on The Patreon or next weekend for everyone else. Of course there'll be some moar obligatory lewdities.. but not giving those away today, hah!

The Last Demonhunter 0.65

Has been long enough, hasn't it? Naaah, this one release contains a scene I always wanted to make in the original, but never figured out now. Next up will be more storybuilding as both the human Pharaoh and the Kitsune leader send you off to find an ancient desert relic that is hidden in a most definitly uninhabited pyramid.
In this release:
-Some additions to the desert town
-Slave bazaar completed with three different gameover scenes depending on how you act after you got caught. 

Next up: Properly a new update to Tales of Ameria. 
While at it, shilling the patreon, theres currently a vote on which of your favourite endings should get some unique hentai art, any patreon, as low as 1$ tier can participate!

Tales of Ameria 0.01d

New in this version:
 
Updpates, bedsides bugfixings contain:  
First is a new doctor on the first floor from whom you can get a reward once you are brainwashed enough, once. If you get too many rewards you will be enslaved of course.
The second on is a little bit "hidden" there are three items you can find and give to Karin, the nurse in the agency. With all three items, she will be corrupted by the items, wanting to become a nurse at the hospital too. If you also get brainwashed fully, you can go to the first floor of the hospital to find her and the doctor.
The last one is the new shift you can do. It will be inside the OR and the nurse responsible of the OR will enslave you. The path with Xentia will work a little bit different than the ER, to be more detailed, the path will only proceed if yougo to her dorm room. 
To "unlock" the dorm room speak to her while on break.  You will have different scenes for the work hours in the OR,  though you can only proceed by going to her room.
I also made two "different" nurse outfits. Since it is normal in a hospital to have clothes for different nurses. I made the nurse that works inside the ER greenish and the OR Nurse blueish.
That should show a little difference in the different types of nurses. 

Enjoy ~Aggra

Next up: An update to The Last Demonhunter, giving several lewdities to the slave-auction in the Desert City. Also, while at it, there is currently a patreon only poll to determine new hentai-arts and bonus content for favourite endings and, because I felt like it, there'll be another one next weekend!

p.s.: Deva is a big dumb dumb and accidentially deleted the Order of Light Download link.. fixed now!

An Elven Tale III - Full version

Follow the story of Aria, a futanari-angel trapped by an upstart futanari dark-elf in a raid on the underdark and forced to become a lewd Arena fighter for her mistress amusement.. or does the cunning Vara have further plans for her angelic servant?
This story focuses on Futa-lewdities, with a touch of enslavement and corruption/purification. Side fetishes include lactation, monstergirls and mental changes.

Hope ya enjoy, tell me of any bugs-misspellings that slipped under the radar.

Find the full version Here

Endings:
1.Goo-girl Host
2. Cow girl slave
3.Succubus plaything
4. Undecided
5. Obediant little slave
6. Disobediant naughty girl.

Next up: Aggra is continuing the work on/Bugfixing Ameria, whilest I prepare the next release for TLDH, introducing the lewd slave-bazaar.

Oh and by the way, if you like that writing, was done mostly with Mindflayer, you can check out their gaming over on twitch. Because why not check out the gaming from lewd writers you like? :P

Tales of Ameria

In my newest game, Tales of Ameria you slip into the shoes of Julia, a young investigator for the ASP, Agency of Supernatural Phenomena who look into claims of supernatural sightings like demons, spirits, or metahumans around the world. In this first adventure, Julia returns from her vacation, looking into suspicious rumours involving trouble in a hospital. Will she be able to find out whats going on in time, or will she fall victim to mysterious influences and become the cursed hospitals newest victim?
In the current build, you will be able to take your first steps on your journey.
Leading Julia from her return until her first days of working as a nurse. There is currently one of three types of work to be done there.
The ER is patiently awaiting Julia to serve their patients in all kinds of kinky pleasures. The not yet released parts of the hospital will be a fun time with a lesbian nurse inside the surgery room, the other one will lead you to the ward, turning down all of the naugthy requests of the patients, or maybe give in to them?
Currently there will be also a little side quest for a massage parlor where you can take a heavenly good massage from a skilled masseuse. He may lead Julia to a more fullfilling live as a prositute like masseuse.
The last bad end that I have in the game right now is a pervert inside a convenience store, looking for new girls to enter his gravure Idol harem.
The menu is pretty bare bones and I will add more and more things for the player to look at.
I will add a corruption and brainwash menu, a way to see what day it currently is and definitly create a playback room to see all of the naughties you have already seen ingame
I hope you will enjoy my game and help me make it into an even greater game then the order!
feel free to improve it xD

Next weeks/patreon release: A little, fully playable CYOA from Deva.

Dark Recruitment 0.28

An update to Dark Recruitment, no, you are not forgotten. Contains two hentaiscenes, one of which is a soft-vore gameover, you've been warned, and a lil bit of story progression, up to the Tower of Mistress Bathory.

Next up/Patreon preview: Aggra has been hammering away at his new game, Stories of Ameria, alternate world paranormal investigation starting in a lewd hospital and it'll soon be ready for a peek at its erotic content!

The Last Demonhunter 0.64

In this release:
-Extended ending 11 with hentai arts, as per the briefly reached 800$ patreon goal. Can we do it again for moar?
-Added content to the desert-town, with an inconspicious trap that will be expanded upon in the next release
-Some bugfixing on scriptz.

Next up: Plan to cliffhang-tease the Auctioneer, and work a bit on Dark Recruitment instead. After dealing with easter nonsense and family members moving where I got.. darkly recruited myself, that release will be on the 29th of april!

A positive porn experience.

 Hello everyone,

lately, while creating new content I've been wondering.. how can I give my game more meaning? How can I define it as a positive experience for the player? Sure, its pornography, but.. isn't the purpose of pornography to make you feel.. good?

So! I have found a very skilled spiritualist that will charge my patreon-previews with positive energy, allowing everyone downloading them to feel good through their soul, whilest their body feels good through the hentai.

I call this concept Spirit Porn, the erotica that fucks your soul. I'm sorry that I have to limit this to the paying patrons for now, but charging up an electronic download uses up a suprisingly high amount of Karma, I've been told, so I can't, at the point, offer it for free, though it also supports the game creation along the way, so thats a plus!

You can see more at: The patreon page!

The Last Demonhunter 0.63

New update to The Last Demonhunter, this time with another lewd patreon request I took a little further because.. dragonsex! 

-Now with three sexy dragon variants, in a swamp/ice/desert cave respectively. The Dragons give no gameover, but rather let you rest at their place for.. a minor fee. So nice of them. Just make sure not to steal any of their loot, that might make them angry.
-Dragon Ayla transformation added.

Hentaiscenes done by Seventh Heaven.

Next up: Hammering on on the desert town and one moar patreon thingie, an extension to ending 11 with another Hentaiscene.. but first looong work week to survive. ^^

Tales of Ameria

Aggra is beginning a new game .. perhaps series, the first installment set in the modern world, where our heroine is set upon a mission to uncover reports of mysterious activity around a hospital
Aggra plans to stream game updating every friday evening(18-20 o clock gmt) for more details check out his blogpost here: http://aggrahu.blogspot.de/2017/03/new-game-tales-of-ameria.html
Below some sample artz, click to enlarge:

The Last Demonhunter 0.62

Added: 
Beginning of the large desert town, while incomplete it already has a library with some backround writings and another lewd scene, this time focusing on Rose.  Enjoy!



Next up: Various Draconic encounters with slightly individual lewd scenes for them Hentaiscenes done by Seventh Heaven.

Bugfixing

-Aggra did a big bugfix update to the full version of the Order, moar tinkering to come! Just re-download the game file.

The Order Of Light - Final version

Well, imagine that final in quotation marks, as the Admirer path from the tower onwards and the demon path, at the succubus queen are not finished and theres a bunch of typo-editing-cleaning work to do.. BUT! This is the 1.0 for the normal path, you can complete it to the final ending, the other paths will be releases as DLC's, while Aggra focuses on a smaller game (like St.Marcus) to relax, before tackling the next big thing. 

In this version you can play until the end and stop Sintras plans of world domination.. or be stopped and dominated by her. Enjoys!

Next up: upcoming Desert town shenanigans in The Last Demonhunter

The Last Demonhunter 0.61

-Desert Town completed (small entrance town only, bigger one coming soon!)
-Lost Slimey encounter IV added
-Interlude/Storytime IV, added and remastered with lewdities depending on the respective companion you chose to go with.
-Weird bug fixed

~Enjoy! Next update: Order of Light final release is slowly approaching, endings for the normal path are coming!

D D D DRAMA!

Update update: Being Dramatic got bored, so I updated TLDH, made a new roleplay here: http://www.ulmf.org/bbs/forumdisplay.php?f=260 and now I'ma nap. ^^

Update: Got banned from the collective. Well, you call it a bann, I call it a divorce. I'm keeping the fun rps and the most awesome rpers, you keep your 'no more than X rps per person' and 'you must have a co-dm before you can play' rules, sounds cool? Does to me. 
For those wishing to reach me, find pervy at http://www.ulmf.org/bbs/index.php where I'm already starting up a new rp to try and fill the hole MC collective left, or, if you want a more personal chat, email me, pervyfantaysproductions(@ don'ttypetherestinbracketsbecausescrewyoumailbots)gmail.com Thanks for all the support from you folks.

First of all, sorry to everyone whos rps I can not finish.. but I invite you to come with me, or suggest a website to join on to continue. I will not abandon my rps if you do not. I simply had to abandon the MC Forum.

Oh my god who cares! Well, for some its a guilty pleasure to read Drama, admit it. For me.. I feel I have a right to present my side of the equation, to whoever cares.

You see, after pushing on and continuing three roleplay campaigns on the MCCollective, where I have.. a looot of posts and a bunch of side rps going, I just.. I grew weary. I grew tired. 
We all know administrators. Some are great, some are dicks, .. some are dicks in a pretty disguise.

What happened you ask? I was made to publically apologize a while back.. Oh nues! Pussy Deva can't say they're sorry for being an asshole! Well, slightly rude fictitious reader, its more complicated than that. You see, a fair part of what lead to me struggling was the Head Admins stacking of the cards against me and infact outright lying to punish me for speaking my mind harshly too often as well as a person I, allegedly, had driven away for the egregious crime of pointing out 'Dude, if your posts are several weeks apart I don't really want to rp with you'. That one guy somehow became became ten, a moderator I had tried to reach and chat with after a disagreement I could not contact.. turns out later that the admin told him NOT to speak to me. But I'm getting ahead of myself.

Now, obviously I tried to defend myself, explain myself.. That turned my simple warning to be nicer into 'apologize in public or I'll bann you and post all your misdoings.
Yes, said Admin demanded a public apology for something she had misunderstood me as saying.. I simply got the guy that the misunderstanding happened to on the line, made them say they don't actually -want- the apology and.. The Admin didn't quite care what that person did or didn't wish for. Sometimes you need to teach people a lesson, after all! To be fair to Tera, she has at first been kind to me, just as I helped out with patreon setups for the website but.. she has all the power as Admin, I have none. Little I can do if she begins to dislike me, for whatever reason, and works to push me out. Was that her intent? Perhaps not. But it quite certainly feel like it. She is good at manipulating people, good at sounding nice and friendly... until she isn't anymore.

Well, I wont be going back to the McCollective, despite being a patron, so I feel I should go ahead and post what crimes were there, for all of you to judge. Condemn me if you will, post your hate comments, I can take them, but I have changed my prefered roleplaying website to another.. and I feel that is my right.

 Judge for yourself. I'm not claiming to be in the right, I do like saying things like 'dude, if you keep them waiting for a month without a warning, why bother?' Which is.. wrong on the collective. For this community, inactivity for months is fine. But I digress. I am saying.. certainly, she isn't as kind as she pretends to be either. Read on if you don't believe me... or ignore this annoying drama nonsense, update to TLDH coming next weekend y'all!

I provide you with screenshots as proof. I'd feel bad about dropping names, but they are just forum synonyms, after all.

I know the pictures below are cut up and you might suspect I pick and chose what fits my narrative, but frankly, I do not care enough about this to edit and upload ALL of the conversation.  Some of it was just me begging her to be reasonable and at least her me out, with a lot of 'you're a meanie pants and this is your fault' in response.

What do I want? Frankly, a public apology from her, or Tera banning herself for a week as she offered me, because by now, she's done as much if not more harm to the community as she claims of me, but baring silly dreams like that.. I just want to run fun and kinky erotic roleplays without any, or at lesat with little drama.. contrary to what this post implies. :p If I cannot find it on the collective.. I have to pull my consequences. Frankly, if you see some of what has been posted, I think you might want to too.

It all starts out with a warning pm from the Admin.

My reaction to this is 'wait, wait, hold on now, what did I do, why is that against the rulez?

Next, I added: I'm not a detriment to the community, alright? (By the way, I sent more pms to Tera than her to me, not trying to leave out things she said.. I was.. distressed about this, naturally.

So her reaction is 'Yeah, you add to the community, but you hurt it more, repent.

I was like, hold on, how am I doing this? That rp limitation rule was bullshit and you knew, and I'll call it that again. Still I ask you just talk to me, talk to the community, before bringing out new rules.. or punishments.

Teras reaction was.. less than pleasant. 'Your warning has just been upgraded because your defending yourself offends me! I want to point out that when -I- brought up the leaving the website option she first put on the table, she called it me 'threatening her' and being passive aggressive.'

 

This is from today, but an  interesting insight about the workings of Teras mind, put side to side with her earlier.. offer. By the way, those insults? Never happened. I dare her to show the row of insults I threw at her.. Admittdly, I did tell Tera to fuck off for ruining the fun rps I had with one of her moderator, but more to that below.

 

So, back to trying to argue my case, I'm like, alright, public apology, but why? The player I argued with is annoyed at me but doesn't even want one, so wtf?

I followed this up with a 'Hey, come on, you first said you'd warn me, but now, for not accepting guilt until proven innocent this happened? I just asked, repeatedly, for a chance to explain things from my view, for Tera had misunderstood Nevermourned position, believing I told them to quit.. when they were like 'I quit this rp with you'! and my response, I'll admit, a bad response, was 'Then you might as well leave all my games if you can't play with me..'

Finally, when faced with that fact, Tera insisted, well, I can still punish you. I asked, why, what have I done, please show me where I did wrong and I will apologize. Then she came up with this list. now keep in mind,  she told me a total of 10 people have left her forums due to me. earlier, to pressure me into accepting my faux(or at the very least, not completely right) guilt. Now I ask you, dear reader, would you consider it a hyperbole if only 7 or 8 left? Would you consider it a blatant falsehood if only one left, a person with barely 100 posts on the forum and questionable online times?

This, is the breakdown of that list of Deva, the Vile. Frankly there can't be ten people leaving because of me, because.. at the time a bunch of them were rpying. With me. I explained this. I called Tera out on it. I said, yes, I had done wrong, but she too had manipulated and guilt-tripped me, so if I were to apologize, we should do it together. She.. refused that, insisting the whole blame of this was on me, that my apologies in the past, or these things being from long ago mattered not to her. To be frank, if I could now, I would add 'Yeah, Anaximanes shouldn't pay to get modding powers, unless he is qualified, wtf Tera?'

But Tera would not be swayed by reasoning. By now it had become a powerplay for her. Is that assumption on my part? Yes. But who here couldn't at least see a case for this assumption by now? Banning me or making me leave would hurt more rps even her own mods infact, than it'd help by .. I don't know, humiliating me? I don't care about apologizing and I did, in order to keep my rps going, but being threatened with permabann .. it does ruin your enthusiasm.

I tried to contact the player I had priorly offended.. of course they were a bit annoyed, but made clear they did not require this apology.. an opinion that was not shared by Tera.

I just find it ironic that in one pm I am dealing with a jealous Head Admin and in the next I pm about a lewd rp with the person I've been accused of hurting, the moderator Silverkat. Did I say jealousy? Well it sounds far fetched. You propably think 'Deva is in the wrong and what is this rpying nonsense anyway, I want moar hentai!' However, even if everything regarding me is lies, deceit and nonsense.. hold on, go on andf read Youkais, the other mods account on this matter:

 

This actually happened a while after my apology. Youkai says that the grievances we had.. were because of them. But far more interesting, the reason I have not ever recieved an answer when I tried to say hello and work things out.. is Tera. Think this is just appeasement?

Again. Silverkat. Youkai, they don't think Tera did me just either, but they bow to her decisions.. as a friend. I personally believe that the one she has messed with the most are her two moderators.. Remember that shitty rp limiting rule from earlier? I know that at least one mod was vehemently opposed to it, knew it was designed to mess with only the most active rpers without rhyme or reason.. but they were intimidated, to stand up and say no to Tera, nice, friendly, cruel, manipulative Tera. That is how I have experienced her. And after seeing these images.. perhaps you at least see why.

Again.. sorry to my roleplayers. I wish I could have done this any different way, but the slow to respond, grumpy me you've seen in the past weeks since the apology just got worse and worse and ruined even my mood to push on for your sake. I got derogatory pms whenever I disagreed, and if it was with a player not liking my DM style, I've felt as if I cannot even express my thoughts anymore, I felt loathed by the one person you can't fuck with on a forum, the Admin. Shoutout to: Pedoune the great sub, Lunaraia the naughty evil mistress crafter, Zeegee, the most reliable rper you'll ever meet, TooSpooky, an annoying, smug, helpful reality check, Raffa, the only one meeting me in crazyness, maybe, MortalitasBorealis, one of two people, looking at Tabico, whom I can without shame claim is a better story writer than me, Pyro, whom I wish we could have seen eye to eye on the erotica train,  Silverkat, who I had great rps with and so regret Tera forced us apart, Youkai.. who I think I could have gotten along with, Silentwatcher, whos philosophy I don't agree with but whose jokes I do, Nevermourned, never seen anyone so eager to make new, lewd doms, JfSeiki, where are you at man? DrgnmasterAlex who, with the short rps we managed to share I quite enjoyed spending time with, Obediant Tara, without whom there'd be no Elven Tale I, The_Lone_Master, without whom there'd be no elven tale II, DaBomb, who could become a great DM with just a little more faith in themselves, WillingSubject for crafting my first, intriguing mind campaign, my only regret being that it too had to end, and come on man, you can do a less shitty ending than that! Finale: A shame you've been driven away from forum rps. Be well my friend, wherever you be. Jeri-Kun who did some kinky stuff I wont lie, Mike_the_Magi with whom I wished I could have rped more, Shadow_72(was it?) Who'd be a great erotic writer, a few months of grammar spankings down the line, Etalla, who I'd love to write with if our fetishes weren't diagonally opposed and whos a much better artist than she thinks.. seriously, give it a few months of training and work on your hands and you can sell that stuff.. and I comissioned a dozen artists, I'm not fucking with you here. Symeon, who I wish had done more ebil mistresses stuff with me, Director, who I sadly mesh with rp wise, but who still was the one to inspire me to create The Last Demonhunter in the first place, over four years ago, Bluehairedgirl: You were hot as fuck, don't be scared of your own shadow. Petkitsune, who I believe I could have had great fun with, Chaosrevolver, who supported my silly topics, MDQP, who makes some of the kinkiest games, Anaximanes, who is a massive dick, but also makes kinky games, I was wrong to kinda sound as if I look down on your twine games.. well they are super easy to make, but you put in the effort to justify respect. Oh and while at it, whoever wants to revive Demon town, good luck, you'll need it, try to reduce the branching paths to save your soul(s). Btw, Ninja, big fuck you to you, you are a psychopath, no I mean for reals and erotic roleplay is about mutual respect.  I've turned subs into swarms of mind controlled insects, done vore, hardcore torture, death and corruption/mindcontrol/bestiality is just my kinda thing and YOU creep ME out. Favea_Catena: Same for you, I don't get you but I know you've driven others with sexy rp ideas away with your insane drama skills and insaner needyness. You don't respect privacy, or anyone not playing by your rules. I tried to get along with you over a dozen pms but everything one says to you just antagonizes you further and if its the most harmless shit. You are a ticking timebomb. Oh, but anyway also sorry to the bunch of people whos name I ashamedly forgot, but have stuck to my lewdities nonetheless. Last, but certainly not least, Shotgun, who is despite what he thinks himself, one of the greater rpers about and writes the best loving mistresses. I'm so sorry. In the future I can be found bouncing around here: http://www.ulmf.org/bbs/forumdisplay.php?f=15

While we are at drama, heres how 8chan treats budding gamedevlopers.:

  

Seriously. Its the internet. Even on a forum community you should allow for people to argue with one another. If I had such a thin skin there'd be no such thing as TLDH in the first place.